Then I say, it's so and so, pet, I'm not old enough to continue this. You are very pretty when starking mad, but tonight my soul had better freeze/ You are quite persuading when you are right, but I can't believe that I'm so wrong. Lack of love's no reason to start a fight, so remain here with all your songs. You can make it shiny and make it long. As for me, I can't say I'm very strong.
Then he says, but how can I, you fool, live without you and without my past. I'm a child - wavering, joyful, cool, I could give you remedies ment to last. Dear enemy, I could be your friend, I could be your knight on a big black horse. Are we that unable to stop the end, to forget about all that remorse? I could go up on a wooden cross. I could take you home, my sweetest loss.
Then I say, what kind of shit are you, first you break my neck, then you call me back. Is it such a venture to drive me blue, dearest ex-boyfriend, hey, what the heck? Our card of choice is now five of cups, and my runes are busy - they hate you, pal, but you still can make a terrific fuss, as persistent as any wedding bell. Hey, remember how we both fell? We are living like in a creepy hell.
Then he says, come on, do not be so cross, if you hurt inside you can take Prozak. And right now we are no good, of course, we are in for heartache and out of luck. You can set despair as my ringtone just to prove that I am a horrid dick. Well, okay. If this is just what you want. I'll do anything you might want, you freak. When I look at you my whole soul leaks. 'Cause I used to love you all coy and meek.
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So we're smoking out there while somebody's cell phone rings. We keep inside so many fears, habits and reasons and little things. No more serenity, constant worry. I cannot finish what he did start. Oh, dear Lord, we don't need your glory. If you could please break us two apart.
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